Loveless

blog die or alive

2008-11-06T20:53:00.000-08:00

YO DUDES.... I GT A DUMB QUESTION TO ASK..... YOUR WAN IT ALIVE MAH.... CUZ I V LONG NV POST LE.... THEN WRITE YEAH???? LOLS.... then i decide to start bloging again lor... nw slacking too much le LOLS

history and math paper 1

2008-10-03T09:18:00.000-07:00

Rawrrr .... today went sch for exam=.- haiz ... the sick "chao jedi" came also... still sick after 1 week=.- rwarrrr came for exam... rwarrr let tok about history.... the teacher " suddenly sexy" nickname set the history paper... and write simi crap... kempeitai(secert police) .... i read the word kempeitai i noe wat it means ...but secert abit a...... then make me blur=.- =.- =.- rwarrrr then do do do do do do.... write craps ofcuz..... then c kim hui paper.... soo many words lols then heard from thant soe.... he write half page of question 3 and 4 lols .......... during break, saw zhi hui and bel ... chat for awhile then saw wilson ..... tok to him ... bla bla bla bla say about his blog again.... every1 who noe him... pls tag him.... lols lols lols ...... then math paper 1... rwar i forget wat the meaning of prime number, square number and irregular number.... then anyhow write .... which means - 3 marks le... hahaha then the gragh question which i clearly dun understand.... anyhow write again - 4 marks... so the highest can get is 43 for paper 1 la.... hahaha=) after tat went home cuz nothing else to do=( hahaha

From the inside out

2008-10-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

RWAR a very nice song by hillsongs call "from the inside out" nice=)

Exam fevers=(

2008-10-02T05:54:00.000-07:00

RAWRRRRR CLASS lols... recently ... my class ... siao le ...soo many people kana fever... 10 people on mc on tues ..... siao siao siao... aiya tues half day ... who cares lols.... the "chao jedi" shi jie .... nv come sch for 3 days booooooooo.... then no 1 go library.... zzzzzzzzzz then bored bored bored must come home study... rwar rwar rwar rwar rwar rwar .... rwar gd lucks to all=)

spike hair

2008-09-30T09:05:00.000-07:00

HEHE this guy is a genus tats all i'll say.... u will noe once u see the video... =)

MAMMA MIA parts

2008-09-28T05:27:00.000-07:00

Where are those happy days?
They seem so hard to find
I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, Darling, can't you hear me?
S. O. S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

You seem so far away though you are standing near
You made me feel alive, but something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love?
It used to be so good

So when you're near me, Darling, can't you hear me?
S. O. S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

SOS in MAMMA MIA when pierce sing=) nice ....starting toking la .... just skip to the middle which is the song if u nv watch the movie be4=)...hahaha

MAMMA MIA!

2008-09-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

MAMMA MIA ROX OKAY SERIOUSLY.... if u like music la... i personally prefer tat kind of music quite some time ago... there are alot of songs inside=) and i fav is when pierce and meryl sing the S.O.S ..... the songs are from a band call ABBA ....if u dunno ask ur parents... seriously is their generation=)...lols yeah ... is also quite cute ..... gt humor gt humor=) hahaha go watch if u like music=)

Life is getting better each day thankssssssssss to god mother=)))))))))))))))))))))))

20

2008-09-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

Wat can i do... damn it... other than play games, hearing songs, watching youtube, chating with other.... to distract myself from sadness.... wat shld i do... cry? damn it....stupid life....

toking to some1

2008-09-15T06:19:00.000-07:00

zzzz i feel like toking to some1...yet i sometime feel tat i could trust no 1... maybe there are onli a few but they are not online today.... zzzzzzz when i become soo anti social... or i am always like tat.... damn it lols .... same old feelings like the past... zzzzzzz

2008-09-11T06:58:00.000-07:00

I do not noe y i feel soo lonely again...... y i keep remembering the past sad feelings... damn the past... all those loneliness... all those tears... i freaking hate it....damn it...crap y tears keep trying to come out....stupid life and past................

messy

2008-09-10T08:07:00.000-07:00

Messy messy...damn it lols... zzzzzzzzz realise tat my life is getting messy.... zzzzzz alot of problems ...... always a way out suddenly tat affect my plan... but this way out is nort perfect.... RWAR ..... dunno which ways to go.... it doesn't matters.... both sux anyway.... i guess so.... i was think about the way outs last night tat i stood awake on bed for few hours.... stupid problems .....stupid past.... it suxxxxxxxxxxxx.......rawrrrr hate it.......

wat shld i say............

Anyways i wan to thanks few ppl at the same time... some ppl who when i sad... i could always lean against their encouragements......yg jie and kh mei..... xie xie ni men=) tot the last time i tok about negative stuff infront of ur is quite long ago but still thanks la=)

=)hope we will be friend forever=) this song is for all friends out there=)

Graduation song - Vitamin C

badminton training and long john silver

2008-09-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

Todayyyyyyyyy...lolssssss made donut....shi hao chi de lorhs ...hahaha then bla bla bla bla....chem test... think no 1 care about wat the teacher say lor... wat she teach ....gt ppl in the cls understand meh... lols ... all those who pass i think is read text book 1 lor or is pro lolsssss.... rawr bla bla bla bla blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa badminton training.....smashing improve=) then play play play..... darren say i improve le lols...then i go play match with jack.....win lols 8/21, 11/21......acually he can get better score de...is everytime he play...then he noe he will lose then anyhow play le.... haizz lols.... then watch bel train darren and jack... super funny... bel say if they dun do correctly... he will throw them down into the swimming pool lolssss..... in the end never la... onli keep scolding them...... but anyway the smashing skill... is about the same tat dal teaches me.... i guess soo ba... then training end... no running=) lols say after exam then run...=.- haiz....then went jp with yg jie and girls' coach .... eat long john silver lols lols lols.... the coach...wanted to treat me... but i pass him the money lols... cuz not v close to him anyway... then tok tok tok..... then after eating... they go play badminton while i go home lolssssss cuz late le.... slpy slpy=.- .... hahaha

bb=)

evil look

2008-09-09T06:08:00.000-07:00

Cute video=) the evil look lols......watch it at com lab today lols

weddings

2008-09-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

went to a wedding ytd....quite coollll lols...everything look sooo ex lols....i talk to my cousin then ask her when i going to become uncle lols..... during the dinner gt some kind of 'cheer' team...the 1 take the drink then say ....(i forget how to spell the word) then seng...my cousin and i went up...which we are not suppose lols... cuz under-age but...who cares lols...take a little sip then my younger cousin drink finish all....imbal crappppppppppppppppppppppppp cuz we share cup cuz i noe cannot drink all de..........anyway i dun like lols....

the groom and the bride=)
me and my sis
cousinsssss lols

me and 2 other cousin
nice lightings=)
the speech by our cousin and cousin's in-law lols

wierdo lols

taking a photo, so i decide to put my chop stick on histo act as fighting but dun y we keep on laughing lols
my sis and cousin
the pouring of champance(i guess)

camera man lols
suppose to act as pro cam man but keep on laughing lols
THE TWINS lols and my sis

playing game on phone

Cannot solve the game..haha
me the pro...solve it ...wahahaha

Woooo lols i wonder when gt another wedding...so fun lols

expo

2008-09-08T05:31:00.000-07:00

Went to service ytd at expo and eat at macau express...hahaha then meet up with wilson and alvin at jp...tat all i say...the pictures will tell u the rest=)

My lunch lols lols lols...i was treated by marc...xie xie
marc( effect picture by cam )
surprise?
wilson

Alvin

Talk to my hand! lols

the gift to someone...haven finish then i have to leave for wedding dinner

Videos next time then upload!!!!!!!!

2008-09-08T04:28:00.000-07:00

8 Sep 08, 14:10jc: and im pretty sure the "youuuuuuuuu..." in your desires column isnt referring to us in general 8 Sep 08, 14:09jc: eh your blog really very emo leh. and ya la she notice already so now hurry go after her!

WA wA Wa wA Wa dun listen to liyunnnnn she crap deeeeeeee eyyyerrrrrrr...lols

8 Sep 08, 00:11Huiping: Hellohellohello(: I got readd your blog derh kae. Smiles, takecare.

lols lols lols....kkays xie xie=)

7 Sep 08, 19:54wilson: i notice you liao lah, tag my new blog

Cj- wilson .... RUBBISH...who wan to notice you...kkays

5 Sep 08, 00:23liyun: dun be so emo k! blog about more cheerful stuff! =)
5 Sep 08, 00:21liyun: hello raymona =)5 Sep 08, 16:28cj - liyun: diaooooooooooooo lols

4 Sep 08, 11:41LZH: Link thx!4 Sep 08, 11:44cj - LZH: lols kkays

1 Sep 08, 21:24v: stop playing dota uh!!2 Sep 08, 13:55cj - v: how u found my blog de lolssss

30 Aug 08, 23:07YARLEE(x: ****== i forget. raymond is my another friend. den i link him. den i forget i link u under the name cheng jiang. den i take away my friend de link == dotsss30 Aug 08, 23:32cj - YARLEE(x:: lols i was guessing like tat also lols

30 Aug 08, 22:19Alvin: yo cj tagged dun feed in dota matches ho! if not i dun play with u le.hahas.30 Aug 08, 22:26cj - Alvin: WA WA WA WA WA...who feed say first hor...hahaha wo shi pro lai de lor....LOLS

30 Aug 08, 21:16mallory: u will grow one lah.. and of cos i know e emo and bball thing are different.. but u super dun look emo lah, 'cept for ur pic30 Aug 08, 22:06cj - mallory: LOLSSSSSSSSSSS cuz i face ppl...i sad also...dun show mah...even sad also act happy de me...lols=)

30 Aug 08, 21:00KAHHWEE: HELLO! i relink you already 30 Aug 08, 22:06cj - KAHHWEE: HELLO TOO LOLS LOLS LOLS...kkays thks thks...lols

29 Aug 08, 23:56liFANG: taggedand linked! link me too!30 Aug 08, 12:37cj - lifang: kkays

29 Aug 08, 23:10mallory: and why u so emo one? today see u siao siao one..
29 Aug 08, 23:09mallory: i there cannot play bball meh?? i can watch loh, plus is hs piss at wilson then he also dun want to play lohhhh blame me... 30 Aug 08, 12:36cj - mallory: no la the emo de and the basketball thing is 2 different things de...lols lols lols30 Aug 08, 12:41cj - mallory: and plus i dun feel like playing bball also tat day lols ....

29 Aug 08, 20:52jingxi: YO~~~ tagged and relinked29 Aug 08, 20:55cj: xie xie lols lols lols

29 Aug 08, 20:20Huiping: Hello, will relink you soon. HAHA. Anyway, who's the "you"? I kaypoh XD Got target for dasao already? ._.29 Aug 08, 20:47cj: lols lols lols.....long way la hahaha=)

29 Aug 08, 20:03YARLEE(x: weee u are link-ed 29 Aug 08, 20:14cj: lols thank you...hahaha
29 Aug 08, 17:00cj: yozzzzzz relink pls lols

xie xie calvin

2008-09-06T08:26:00.000-07:00

xie xie calvin from dunearn jioning the gift for some1=)

blur

2008-09-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

Just read some1 blog....it feel like the same things tat i feeling and thinking alot of time ...onli diff is situation....wanted to tag something on the blog but...... doesn't noe wat to write to cheer tat person....cuz i fear everything tat i write...will be the opposi of wat i am doing.....shld i cheer tat person up???? will i be a lier as time passes?

blur mind=.-

=.-

2008-09-06T08:11:00.000-07:00

WAKAU WAKAU WAKAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU........super pek siaaaaaaaa......walau next time not going....say early mah...dun wait until i msg u everything le then tell me not going................wasted all we plan la....nw must think of wat to buy again cuz budget different..........=.- crap la....................... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ zzzzzzzzzzz ZZZZZZZZZZZZ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

training and present

2008-09-03T19:09:00.000-07:00

ytd training....................wake up sooo early lor....then eat...took a ride from my sis...bla bla bla bla...training started...as usually do some physical stuff then we do lobbing....i seriously have no control in every skill...hahaha sometime can lob to the end...sometime half court onli lols....then bla bla bla bla...play a match with cc ......i nub le lor in netting single....everytime net 1 time nid to go back...then i always net never go over net or is out=.- .....stupid lor...my drop also....drop alot of time like less than 10 went in......mai care....learning how to make ppl run nw....i make cc fall down 3 time....lolssssssss......i pretty sure...he shld get a better shoes...lols....or he improve in footwork...cuz he keep on jump save jump save...i hit away from where he is down...can le lor....aiya in the end lose...too many out....my services also=.- de...haizzzzzzzz....nvm...sooner or later can beat him de...wahahahaha...lame shyt lols.....then after badminton...i this idiot decided to go to parkway parade to buy a present which is at marina road...near east coast....bedok mrt super far okay.....is onli 5 stop away the end of green line.....then i was turning into a ice block lor...cuz i was wet also when i go into the train.....super cold lor....aiya who ask this idiot never bring extra clothes........bla bla bla bla reach bedok mrt lucky without turning into ice block....or u wun c me nw typing lols............then i went to interchange....going to take 401 bus....then realise...it onli operates on sat and sun and public holi....=.- si le lor lols... then i go ask the information counter....walau soo near still use speaker tok to me....scare me sia....lols....lucky gt 197 go there also lols.....then took 197..........thereeeeee.....lols....walk around based on memory to find the shop tat i went last time.....then found it...=) bought the gift....then lucky tat 1 was last 1...if a few days ltr maybe no more le=)....buy the wrapping paper at the same time too....soo i never take photo of the gift...cuz they wrap it dere....hahaha bought a something else too to give with the gift.....then i went back home......bla bla bla bla bla....reach lakeside mrt was raining....normally i like the rain but...seeing i holding my racket and gift....i decided to take bus go home....but this idiot took the wrong bus....he shld have take 240 rather than 154...cuz 154 still nid to walk into the rain=.-but 240 dun nid...bla bla bla walk in the rain with the opening of the plastic bag holding the gift towards my shirt....then reach home about 4.05....today burn a big hole in my pocket....hahaha the gift and everything and the transport....cost about $50.55 i guess....hehehe the people tat i giving is a secert=) and everything too....

bye bye i go do craps le...=)

fireworks

2008-09-01T23:02:00.000-07:00

pics taken on thurs

Wierd gt fireworks outside my hse lols

blur=.-

me lousy cam skill...hahaha

mask

2008-08-31T02:51:00.000-07:00

A mask act as a barrier. Showing nothing to others facing it. Its story is always untold.... sometime there are holes. Holes that shows some truth but not all. And there are waters in the holes. it do not noe how long it could last. a mask is like a face of man... so unpredicted of what is holding within the man. i wonder who can unveil my mask... and understand me... and give me encourgement.................

I awaits......

Wc3 lols

2008-08-30T07:17:00.001-07:00

today did nothing much cuz holiday le....stay at home play Wc3 lols...cuz waiting for some1 to online then gt nothing to do....play some random game with alvin and he jiang.... dota... win 2 game mai siao siao hor...dota pro le lols jkjk.... then play dunno wat war...then just started playing ...2 v 2...i won lols ....with me and my teammate first time playing...no sweat...easily win he jiang and alvin lols....then play footman war...solo de...dunno y not team de this footman war... then i get 1 lousy hero=.- is auto get de.... v sad lor..... then i was seriously UNDER LEVEL.... and getting trash by every1...in the end hj cuz the pro footman player....destroy his base...and then he lose first.... THEN BECUZ HE HOST AND THIS FOOTMAN VERSION LOSE LE WILL LEAVE GAME...... OUR GAME EVERYONE DC LOLS.... sooo decided to take a break and post=)))))

looking forward to sunday outing=)

Teacherday

2008-08-29T04:40:00.002-07:00

bla bla bla bla.....did the acer day workout in the morning...and a game...i think tat it is unfair for a smaller class to complete with a larger class...cuz a smaller class needs to run more...and the score is number of passes....its sooo unfair for some classes lor....haiz....then the teacher day celebration gt some funny funny things....wen xuan super zai okay....in the sc drama... super zai...."teacher wan help anot"then he look at the watch then"a" then walk off...lols super!!!!!!!! hahaha then shi jie gt 1 part copy the mentos...hahaha....walk backwards then teacher c le...then act walking front leaving the class...then the teacher ask him go back to his seat lols then he show the mentos to the audiences...hahaha sweet la~ hahahaha....then bla bla bla bla bla the drama team show a drama also....i love albert acting lor...super funny his face expression...hahaha....lalalallala then some quiz game on stage then bla bla bla bla bla delay here and there...then sch end at 12=.----------- suppose to be 11 deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....eyyerrrrrrrrrrrrrr sad sad sad then hs rush me...then i took bus lols...but wilson take cab........cheat deeeeeeeee never tell me....i wan to take also lorrrrrrrr........haiz...then reach le....i saw some dunearn classmates lols....hahahaha....they all look the same as the past...lols lols lols....then walk to saps....then meet hs, mallory ,wilson and james...then slack around in saps...cuz mrs liow bo lai.....sooo we the ex ex 6-6 gt nothing to do....I WAN TO SEE MRS LIOW BABY LOLS LOLS LOLS.....babies are cute de lor...hahahaha.....then wilson ask us to play bball...but mallory here how to play...somemore she not feeling well.....wilson can u be more concern towards ur fwens and choose something better after hs say about the situation but not be so....it onli natural to choose other things to do other than sport if there is a girl at there unless the girl like tat sport...atat will cause odd 1 out=.-...bla bla bla bla...then wilson and james ps us go play bball....then me , hs and mallory went to look for ryan...found him le...joke for awhile then ryan ps us go play soccer=.- =.- =.- =.- ....waste time looking for him just nw=.- ......we went westmall....walk around in the mall.... then play a trick on wilson when he come on the escalater lols....then he went to the foodcourt...then me, hs and mallory sit for awhile then ps him lols lols lols....then went home le lols......
Hope for more outings=)

Meaningless

2008-08-29T04:40:00.001-07:00

The time is ticking...everything seem ironic nw...meaningless to do anything...everything is slowly moving towards wat i have predicted....i do not see happiness or any joy...but all sadness and pain....it getting useless tat all i have done...it seems soo painful either going front nor back....tears came down and deepen the wound in my heart...it all seems pain and sorrow....my friends.....some i feel i shld not deserve them...for their care....lies have come alot to them by me....lies that i am feeling alright alr.....the darkness nw seems a better place for me to dwell in....

i wish to die.......................................................

topless kayaking boys.....lols ytd

2008-08-29T04:37:00.001-07:00

---------yestarday went for kayaking...then all boys..soo decided to take off shirt....lols....but always gt ppl odd 1 out de lor...this time is jack, chang chin and stanley...haizzzzzz all boys leiiiii....take off all the same anyway lols....then kayak kayak....the whole time was in the boat cuz v little ppl...then learn alot....lols...marcus and ming xun super funny sia...cuz the last 1 who reach the ball in the water will have to do something...then marcus go hold ming xun boat dun let him move...then forawhile we hear them toking...lols...today learn how to move side way....i dun really able to control the boat...keep on spining...=.-...haiz but still complete the task to do lols....then end of the day...went swimming forawhile then went to change....bla bla bla bla.....going home tat time...we toking toking then stanley say he never bring extra underwear soo he never wear now....then yap go hit his backside lols.................................................today was suchhhhhhh a funny day=)))) tmr going back to pri sch...

see ya pri classmate^^